Today it has become quite clear that I cannot handle too much change at once. I need to focus on one thing at a time. For instance, my mom gave me a purse today because the one I've been using broke (I loved it so much that I improvised with a safety pin for the last four months). Anyway, I switched everything over, only to change it all back moments later. For some reason it was just too much for me to handle! I know this will all blow over fairly quickly, once I get all my things in order and my room is looking beautiful and cozy, that is. For now, I've warned those who must deal with me that I am avoiding tears, however, I feel they are inevitable. I'm a child, just let me be for a bit... I'll grow up in a couple of weeks. For now, I'll just make a playlist of songs that include the word "home". You know I love making playlists. I MISS CRICKET ALEADY!
Monday, July 25, 2011
the time has come.
It's crazy to think that I was so anxious to move out upon my graduating from High School, and finally, three years later it's all happening. I started moving out of my house today and into an apartment with my friend Ashlyn. It's such an exciting change, yet I can't help but be sad! I was so spoiled at home and I have no real reason to leave, other than this simple fact: it's time to grow up and experience real independence.