Wednesday, January 4, 2012
two zero one two.
I've never been a girl who makes resolutions, because most of the time they are forgotten. The general population seems to make typical ones such as "lose weight" "eat healthy" "stop swearing" et cetera...and from what I've seen, most of those people forgot about their resolutions.. If anything, they've gone backwards and gained more weight or found a new love in some kind of sweet treat. Anyway.. I have decided to get over my cynicism this year, and I'm making one simple and easy resolution; take care of ME. I often am too concerned with others and their feelings or opinions about what I do or why I do it. For instance, if I want a night to myself alone in my room, you bet I'm going to take that night. I'm the kind of person who gets a little crazy when constantly in the company of others, so I need some time to read or blog or even, dare I say it, play Sims. I am also going to quit worrying about disturbing my neighbor below if I decide to get a workout in. If it's between the hours of 9am-10pm I can do jumping jacks if I please! It's in the lease homie, sorrrrrrry. I'm going to quit worrying about hurting peoples feelings for doing things that make me happy (obviously in good timing). I'm not going to be totally selfish, but if the timing is right, yes, i'll do as I please if I've got no obligations. I'm going to separate myself from the personalities that surround me. One of my biggest pet peeves is girls who instantly flirt and want to be best friends with every girl/boy who looks their way. Whether it's on Facebook, Instagram, blogging, blah blah blah. It makes everything about you less genuine. I see it everyday. If I say I like you, if I compliment you, if I tell you you're pretty.. I mean it. I sure as eff won't be telling you otherwise if it isn't a fact. I am a tough girl to crack, but if you make it in, you will be delighted by my friendship and I by yours. I may come off as a bit of a brat but I think it is due time I lay it all out, doing so makes it easier for me to come to terms with!